Long(ing) Weekend

April 6, 2007 at 6:19 pm (Love)

I know that everytime I talk to you I am adding the hurt inside of me.  There are a lot of things that I wanted to do with you.  I wanted to be with you…How much I’ve wanted to spend this long Holiday weekend with none other than you.  But I can’t! 

The thoughts of you have been killing me.  I know you are with somebody these past few days and you will be spending your time with I don’t know who until the Holiday is over.  I bade you goodbye, wished you to enjoy your vacation, though deep inside I am hurting.  Hurting because I know I can’t be with you and I won’t be able to at least check on you.  I don’t have the right, I am just a friend!  Moreso, you wouldn’t care about my feelings.

Oh God!  I miss you terribly!  I hope the Holiday is over so that my life will be back to normal…

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